Sausalito 20 Years Later

Dec 28, 2014

Observations on a walk with my sons in Sausalito, three days after Christmas

If you want to hear many languages being spoken, see families smiling, taking group photos and walking together, go to Sausalito.  If you have a beautiful, friendly dog, walk the downtown street in Sausalito and see how many children and families are happy to stop and pet your dog.  Mesa was tied by a decorative wrought iron gate while we picked out chocolates and I saw she was being photographed by tourists passing by.

Almost 20 years ago now, I visited Sausalito as a tourist with my then boyfriend, for the first time.  Back then, it was a shiny, colorful dream town, a romantic place full of winding hills and infinite possibilities.  Today, walking with my sons, we all saw industry, poverty, smelled lots of cigarettes and saw many cigarette butts, tourist filled shops and so many docked boats, seemingly not in use on a glorious, 58 degree, sunny winter day.  It was definitely not the place I launched my dreams at in 1995, as a cute, MFA student with the handsome Icelandic boy, the love of my life, who I'd convinced to come cross-country with me because Northern California was so wonderful and we must go and apply to graduate schools together.

Today, after a wonderful and messy adult life I've lived here in California, now unmarried, yet with my young twin boys- young men (almost teenagers!)... we stopped at some of the shops, bought organic chocolates, toy cars and hot cocoa. They liked The Barrel House Tavern best of all, Aidan loved their bathrooms.  The sure sign of a great restaurant in his mind is fancy plumbing. We had ventured out today to see the Gingerbread houses, a contest they do in Sausalito every year, but forgot our maps in the car back by the Bay Model.  By the time we'd reached town, there wasn't much light left in the day to track down the hand-made houses.  We decided to go back another day if we found the energy.

As we walked back, I watched a little girl with braided hair chase a seagull off the railing by the ferry.  My sons walked together quite a ways in front of me, and even when I could not see them, they still made it back to the car on their own, with out my guidance. I could occasionally see the green from Blake's jacket and the blue from Aidan's sweatshirt, disappear in the trees well ahead.  I thought, "how wonderful it is to have a twin brother".  They always have someone to walk with, and talk with, and they are always in the moment.

As we rode home, we talked about being positive each day, and trying to see the positive things about today.  It is definitely very hard for my sons to do right now.  I am not sure if it is from YouTube, or the things they hear at school (they know about school shootings, and had a lock down drill at their school recently) but there is unrest in the boys.  They worry about violence, grades, college and not having enough money already.  I definitely did not worry about these things when I was their age.  Is it boys?  Are they worried about these things more than girls at this age?  Is it the time we are in?  Is it Marin County?  The cost of living in the Bay Area and how much pressure it puts on families?  Most likely, it is the fact their mother has had only contract work for over a year now, and she is constantly moving from company to company, very frustrated with not having true employment.  I see they have adopted my worries and my stress.  This is not ok.  I think about how I will try to make them understand.  I will try not to be so stressed out about work.  They need me to be more present.

As we drove home, I thought about how we'd arrived today, listening to Anne Lamott and Jack Kornfield at 1 PM speaking on the radio via KQED City Arts and Lectures.  They are both old souls who have seen so many grow up here and change over time.  Anne mentioned how life is messy. Grace we see in others is sometimes amazing, yet sad.  I thought of how my simple act of getting my sons out for a walk today, and sharing my loving dog with many foreigners visiting with out pets was somehow healing for them.  It helped me connect with strangers too.  Talking about how my dogs lint gathers in the corners of my home and how easy it is to sweep up was somehow soothing for all of us. Jack's story of the woman who adopted the juvenile who murdered her son and raised him as her own had sent tears streaming down my face behind my sunglasses as I drove onto the 101 towards today's adventure.  Their reminders that life is messy and still miraculous helped me get through today, and I hope my sons were able to absorb even a small bit of their wisdom.  If all they remember is the cool bathrooms and that Mom said it would be a nice place to bring their girlfriends someday... Well, that's okay too.  We move forward like this, one day at a time.  Twenty years ago, I had a boy in California that I loved.  Now, I have two.  Maybe Sausalito isn't as exciting, but the adventures my sons will have in their lifetime surely will be for them.  Hopefully, their mom will get a few more chances at colorful, romantic dreams again too.

The Art of Food: Delicious at STUDIO Gallery SF & CUESA's 12th Annual Sunday Supper

Sept 26, 2014

Chartreuse à la Royale, a fancy late Victorian entremet
invented by the food writer Agnes B. Marshall found here

Today's post is about FOOD, glorious FOOD!!!

 ...and ART, of course.

Recalling Wayne Thiebaud's marvelous paintings of gumball machines, pies and popsicles, the San Francisco "STUDIO Gallery", puts on an eclectic annual exhibit "DELICIOUS" that ranges in medium from sculptures of meat to painted landscapes with cows. If it has to do with food, you can probably find it here... Candy, cakes, restaurants, serving staff, cooks, farms and even abstract art made with plastic 6-pack holders. The exhibit opens in San Francisco this Sunday, Sept 28th from 1pm to 6pm.

I love this exhibit. In past years, I have purchased a banana painting and an orange slice, pottery necklace. I have browsed with friends and other artists and gone for dinner afterwards. It's a wonderful treat. Don't miss this exhibit.

"Au Pair's Night Out"  11" x 14" oil on canvas, C. Proppé  2014

My painting of the last week was headed in the direction of the food show, and then I just had fun and turned it into an "ad" for another upcoming event, "CUESA's 12 Annual Sunday Supper" an evening party on October 5, 2014.
This event is a fundraiser for CUESA in San Francisco and includes food by 40 top chefs and a four-course dinner, all in the beautiful Ferry Plaza buildings on the Embarcadero in San Francisco. To purchase tickets for this, visit here...

If you want to purchase or see more about my 3 Pears by the Bay painting, visit here...

Thanks for visiting.


The Art of Following Directions:
Back to the Drawing Board

Sept 22, 2014

I am back at school this semester- Academy of Art University, San Francisco... taking an advanced Packaging Design Class that addresses sustainable packaging.  I have learned so much in just a couple weeks... One of the most important things to note is that when the teacher asks for 8-12 sketches of something, you better give them that many sketches.  I am playing catch up now, but it's been great to learn new tools.  In fact, here is my first class project IN PROGRESS... I still have 4 weeks to go to perfect this "Designer Paint Can" project.  The great thing is that I finally am using ISSUU... I am slow to get to these great tools, but here is my start:

I need to do about 6 more sketches like these... and then 12 of the font identity treatment... Back to the drawing board it is...

The Art of the Dog Days of Summer

Stamford Harbor Light from Lucas Point, OG, CT
August has marked a slower period of deep longing and reflection for me as an artist.  Finishing contract work with an organic pet product company in Marin, I interviewed for new design positions in two organic beverage companies.  These jobs are wonderful, but few and far between with lots of competition.  However, what I enjoy most about interviews is how much they educate me; I learn about each company, their mission, branding, people and I am able to take online courses that train me in additional areas I might be lacking.  I have some classes lined up to take on a, and have gathered lots of ideas for new paintings.
1960's vintage Columbia Cruiser (1st Bike I rode on with my Mom)
Visiting family on the East Coast has allowed me to exercise more and enjoy the lush green New England colors.  I run or bike at Tod's Point almost daily, or get a chance to kayak on the sound.  My favorite day on the water was a solo kayak ride out and around the Stamford Harbor Light.  
Stamford Harbor Lighthouse, Long Island Sound
A pair of ospreys have set up residence in a large nest at the top.  I watched as one flew to the breakwater and gathered sticks to add to the nest.  They are such majestic seabirds.
Osprey photo from Wikipedia
I did not have a camera on the water, which is probably a good thing; I lost my Garmin Vivofit bracelet on this paddle- I never even saw it fall off.  I had it on the way out to the lighthouse, but did not have it on the way back--perhaps the ospreys will find it and weave it into their nest? ;)
Scuplture 350 by Deborah Butterfield ©1990
Depicts horses "Valentine and Orson"
Gift to the Town of Greenwich on 350th Anniversary, 1990

I spent a day at The Bruce Museum in Greenwich with my creative 12 year old, Blake. We stopped to feed the horse sculptures in Bruce Park on the way.  These were dedicated to the Town of Greenwich on it's 350th anniversary in 1990.  The sculptures look like found wood, but are cast and welded bronze by Deborah Butterfield.
Alois Kronschlaeger, "Grid Structure #1" 2014 Site Specific Installation, Bruce Museum, Greenwich, CT
The Bruce Museum has several shows on exhibit right now, our favorites being the work of Roz Chast, New Yorker cartoonist, and a group exhibit of Beijing and New York artists (above, Blake circles a piece by New York artist, Alois Kronschaeger.  The top of this work, in black and white is meant to mimic the black and white art of the Beijing artist that is shown beside this sculpture)  Blake loved the tiny, functional music boxes with player piano rolls painted on the wall behind the music.  I enjoyed laughing out loud with others reading from the humorous panels of Roz Chast's hand-drawn ink and pen and watercolors.  There were also rugs she made depicting her father's breakfast, painted eggs, stamps and her books were available for purchase in the Museum Store.  The laughter was so needed this past week, as we had so much solemn news across the board.

Clouds and Kayaks, Greenwich Point, August 6th, 2014

This trip has been full of sadness for the loss of close friends and those too young.  The first day I rode around Greenwich Point, a local teenage girl was tragically killed in a boating accident.  The photo taken above was just hours before the incident occurred.  It was such a stunning day, and the clouds created the most lovely pattern accross the sky.  The accident has reminded us all of the ephemeral and fragile lives we lead, never knowing what we have or how much time is left.  Then there was the news of Robin Williams passing back in Marin County.  Another wave of mourning moved across social media, and it continues, as people recall the jovial and kind comedian and actor who appears to have felt like family to all of us.  Finally, a personal friend, co-worker and supporter of the arts in Marin County, Sandy Greenblat, passed on in July.  He was a tremendous volunteer, Former President of Art Works Downtown, a board member in many arts non-profits and really helped me with my own career over the past few years.  I can't say enough wonderful things about this man, and I am very sorry he was taken away by cancer so quickly.  He is survived by his wife, artist Marilyn Greenblat, plein-air and studio painter well known for her landscapes and tree paintings in Marin.  Marilyn has been a part of MarinScapes Fundraiser for several years, as well as a member of Art on the Farm.

Spending time with my parents in the summer is always a slower time, reflecting on the past, but this trip has been more melancholy.  Families I grew up with are selling homes.  New families with small children have replaced most of the families I grew up with.  The change feels heavier this time.  My drive to move forward with my own life has been accelerated from this trip, as has my goal to find the right company to dedicate my talents to for the next 5-6 years.
Bicycle Sculpture at Gallery Cavalier, Greenwich Ave, Greenwich, CT

As for my paintings, they will be bigger and continue to focus on cycling, and cows(this comes via request of my Twitter friends, who really love cow paintings).  Look for new works in the Fall, as I work towards new goals.

The Art of Saving Your Brain: Julie Love's "Disrupted"

July 27, 2014

I just finished Julie Anderson Love's book, "Disrupted: On Fighting Death & Keeping Faith".
Julie is a sweet mother of Claire, who was in the Stapleton Ballet Nutcracker with my son, Blake, several years in a row.  During Nutcracker Season, parents press their noses up against the large window on Greenfield Ave. at the end of dance practices, listening to Tchaikovsky  in the dark as we await our agile angels.  Sometimes, this is the only time we talk to other parents and get a glimpse at the joy our children have while dancing before the big production the first weekend of each December.  I can't remember how I first spoke to Julie, but I do remember that she had to tell me she was hard of hearing at least once.  From then on, I went into my careful attention mode, making sure I was looking at her while speaking and extra loud.  I always loved seeing Julie at those pick up times and thought that she was a wonderful person- maybe someone I could become friends with if I wasn't so busy with my twin boys.

Several years passed, and I got a phone call.  At first I thought it was a prank caller or maybe a very young and mentally challenged woman.  The voice was super sweet, but the words were spoken almost like baby talk and I agreed to help this woman, site unseen, care for her pets while she was away on vacation because Lisa, another friend who I trust and love, had referred me to this family to help pet sit.

As I continued talking to Julie on the phone, we exchanged emails... This is when I realized it was Claire's mom, Julie Love, from the ballet school.  "Oh, Julie!  I know who you are!  You are Claire's mom!" I said with enthusiasm into the phone.  I hoped she understood me.  I was happy to know it was Julie and even more excited to help her with her needs.  I love pet sitting and here was a nice way to help someone I admired.

I can't recall how I had learned about Julie having survived from a brain tumor that caused her hearing loss.  I know someone told me about her book she wrote, and then I had looked it up online.  I planned on reading it and even mentioned it to my friend Peggy, who writes a blog about successful women (and the chocolate that they love!).  I thought it would be a remarkable interview, to write about this incredible survivor; someone right in our own community who had lived through so much trauma and took the time to write about it in a book.  I know, I know... your immediate thought is "Why would I want to read about something so awful?"  Well, the book is not awful, nor is the story.  Julie is a remarkable person with a passion for writing and it comes out in this book.  I did not want to put it down, and I felt so much like I was right there with her in so many ways.

I think Peggy has taken a hiatus from interviews on her blog, being a busy mom of three children, two of them teenagers.  Life with teens sweeps you into many, emotional teaching moments.  It is not that you don't have time to work or be as good as you were before, but you some how find your self wanting to share what time you can with these young adults who you can't imagine making the right decisions and going to College in just six years.  Time compresses the instant they are preteens and they don't always want mom to be near them, yet mom wants to share with them before they are completely on their own.  We seem busier and perhaps more frazzled and drained as we focus all our energy on helping these young people grow up and find the things they love to do.  We let go some of our friends, our jobs, our blogs and even our passions to put our hearts into the kids' needs.  Their passions suddenly become our passions.  My son loves theater, but I was always a shy kid, afraid of public speaking.  Go figure...  He turned me into someone more passionate about both theater and ballet.... and ballet is how I first met Julie.

So, as a busy mom, I was happy to have a phone call from Julie, offering me a simple job with animals, taking care of their family pets for a few days.  What wonderful pets they were! 
"Monkey" the cat, grey and white with green eyes, was so loving, and always purring and rubbing up against my legs.  I tripped on him a couple times!  He really likes to stay close to you.  A new and tiny bunny they had was unbelievably cute and soft.  Long, golden hair around his face and neck, and just the sweetest face ever.  I found myself wanting to photograph all the animals.

The beta fish was a stunning royal blue, the color of painted doors in Greece, sparkling by the water in the sun, next to stark white buildings.  He was alone in his bowl and I felt a bit sad for each of these creatures.  The fish in such a confined space, and the mouse, also alone in his cage with just a wheel and a tiny house he liked to hide in.  Mouse would only come out when I put down a bowl of fresh food, and eat only the sunflower seeds.  He'd dig through the other grains and pull out the large, gem shaped seed in Victory!  Occasionally, mouse would show off on the wheel, looking out at me every time.  It was remarkable to meet each of these creatures on their own level and find what they enjoyed during my short stay.

Monkey was easy- food, pets and getting to venture in and out the door while I was there.
The bunny seemed to enjoy the outdoor pen, getting to "jump" or test out his powerful, rear limbs that could not be tested in the small, indoor cage.  He seemed the most curious, checking out a watering can, peeking inside, nibbling an old broom and running around the pen, several times, as if scared by his own shadow.  When I went into the pen, the bunny would come close to my legs, just like Monkey, the cat.  Perhaps I provided some sense of comfort and security.  Amazing how in just a day or two, these two animals could realize they needed me and that I was comforting to them.  How on earth anyone gets along with out this unconditional love from a pet is any one's guess; it is truly a gift.  Pets are truly a gift.

The unspoken love from an animal is probably one of the best comforts to the sick, sad and injured.  I imagine Julie must adore those sweet animals and relate to them in more ways than most.  having hearing loss and feeling more alone and different might be what our pets feel too.  They want our love but must communicate in very different ways.  They can't always do everything the rest of us do.  They can't understand everything we say, yet they need and rely on us none-the-less.  They still love us.  They come running when we enter the house.  They wag a tail against the floor when we enter a room  They get more excited in their cage as we approach, curious about our presence, our voices, our actions, what foods we are eating or toys we might have.  They do a lot of waiting.  They have a ton of patience, and they don't speak to us with words, which we somehow perceive as "kindness".

You have to wonder if they really are thinking about us or not... but instinct tells us they care about their people more than we can imagine.  It is a truly amazing bond, which I am deeply thankful for.  I hope Julie receives as much joy and love from these animals as I had in just a few days with them.

When Julie, Greg and Claire returned from their trip, Claire was on crutches.  She had broken her leg at summer camp and seemed upset the night I saw her.  I told Claire how wonderful her animals were.  I was sorry she'd broken her leg and hoped she would learn to appreciate her limbs after this trauma.  I think in life, many times, we really do not appreciate what we have until we lose it.  In that way, any injury is a gift, because it forces us to appreciate our health.  Injury makes us seek health in the future, and for most of us, avoid things that are dangerous or beyond our physical abilities.

But what about when we have an injury that keeps us from returning to a normal life?  In Julie's book, "Disrupted", Julie reveals the gradual loss of most of her hearing from chemical treatments to kill a rare brain tumor she had when she was only 30 years old.  She shares how she slowly lost a job, precious sounds and moments with family and friends she used to share easily.  How at first, her mother seemed concerned and learned to sign, but then got lazy about it.  Many things were very frustrating and Julie was not capable of participating in life the way she had known it before.

Yet, "Disrupted" is a remarkable book; it is not a tale of "woe is me", but a sharing of a journey to conquer this tumor in the right way for Julie, and to save her brain so she could share with us in one of the most beautiful, human ways possible- to write.  To write down this story and share it is Julie's gift to all of us for we not only learn to understand the pain and frustrations of the hearing impaired and the cancer patient, but we see them through the eyes of a well educated theologian and preacher.  Julie's gift of understanding what our faith in God means is profound and yet simply told.  It is human and a remarkable testament to the power of believing in ourselves, doctors, the other humans in our lives, an "letting go to God".  In this way, Buddhism and believing in God come together in the moment.  We choose to pray to God in the very moment we need help most.  We pray.  We meditate.  We give in to the present.  We yield to the present.  In this basic practice, two religions collide.  Christianity and Buddhism join together to let us focus on a moment in time and our power of believing to help heal or focus on that present moment.

Raised Catholic, but having attended dharma talks and meditations at Spirit Rock in Marin County, I attest to the power of group prayer and a preacher or spiritual educator being able to soothe us and help us feel a part of something bigger than ourselves.  Prayer and meditation are truly quite similar when you think about it. Believing in both ways helps humans to deal with their lives, deaths, and all that we feel inside, each moment.  We are fortunate to feel so deeply and be able to share our feelings with others.  We are also fortunate to have our solitude; our ability to think on our own, alone and free.  Is this not what really unites us all, our ability to think, "alone"?  Our brain's unique ideas?

In this way, Julie Love's decision to "save her brain" regardless of the knowledge of potential hearing loss, and live to write and share her thoughts makes her more alive and special to me than many survivors.  It is a gift to us that she has been able to live and write and be herself.  She has a beautiful daughter now, Claire.  Kind, smart, funny and loving.  It is an uplifting story that I am so delighted to have become a small part of in my community.  Julie is currently a Reverend and parish associate at First Presbyterian Church of San Anselmo.

I look forward to Julie's second book as she is a writer!  Like her daughter, Julie is funny, deep, silly and smart.  I loved her book.  I plan to gift it to family and friends this year.  Thank you for your gift, Julie!  Maybe I will have to write my own story down.  You are so encouraging.

With Love,


Velo Vino: Clif Bar Family Tasting Room, Coffee Bar & Destination for Bike Lovers

June 22, 2014

I stumbled upon an amazing treat in St. Helena, California after applying for a position at Clif Bar this past week.  As I was browsing the Clif Bar website to get a better feel for the company branding and their mission, I took a chance and bought a single ticket for their "Summer Solstice Concert".  It mentioned that the band was made up entirely of Clif Bar employees.  I thought, "What a great way to find out if I like these people and this culture".  So, I loaded my road bike into the car and ventured off to Napa Valley.  Kit Crawford and Gary Erickson really have created a special place of solace for cyclists with this spot.

From the moment I stepped into Velo Vino ("bike" in French + "wine" in Italian), located at 709 Main Street on Route 29 in St. Helena, I felt a sense of family, history and cycling.  Gary's bike "Fred", an Italian bike, shares the story of his life in pictures and display, where you can learn about Gary's cycling past in Italy.

Pictures and bikes are carefully displayed in each corner of the space, with attention to detail and layout.  Artfully displayed cycling books, cook books, jewelry, bike coloring books, and bike clothing are also available. Each item selected has a sense of quality; unique and special gift choices vs a "cycling shop feel".  The friendly staff in lime green t-shirts welcomed me when I approached them, shared info about the tasting room, and provided me with a free cycling map so I could go for a ride before the evening event.  There are group rides on weekend mornings that set off from VeloVino, where you can grab espresso drinks and load up on a full selection of Clif Bar products, including Kit's Organic Bars (my personal fav of late is the Lemon with Chia Seeds).

Having already looked at their well-designed and colorful bike map online, I knew I wanted to attempt to ride up to their actual vineyard location on Howell Mountain.  I only had 2 hours before the concert, so I set off. (I had no idea what I was getting into... but stay tuned to find out)

Crossing route 29 from their tasting room, the map takes you through a quaint neighborhood, over the old stone "Pope Street Bridge", and across Route 128 and on to Howell Mtn. Road.  Once on Howell Mountain Road, you just climb.  Climb, and climb, and climb... up through shady oaks, with views of vineyards in the distance.

At the 2 mile mark, you intersect a road with many colorful signs.  Another mile up or so, you pass a stone wall with a metal pig sculpture.

The best part about this route is the shade and relative lack of traffic.  I saw maybe two cars and a single bike the entire time I was on the road.  It was a perfect workout and test of my road bike. 

I made it up to the 2,900 ft. intersection of Howell Mtn. Road/Deer Park Rd/White Cottage Rd.  The vineyard was further up the road another 4 miles, but I'd run out of time.  So, it was time to head back downhill to the concert. No complaints here.  The decent was FAST!  Like skiing.  I loved it.  I lowered my seat and learned how to take it easy on my breaks... It was really, really fun.

Back at VeloVino, I was super excited for dinner.  The tasting room has two HUGE bathrooms that are modern, clean and were perfect for freshening up and changing out of my bike clothes.  For this event, a $10. food ticket provided many food choices and plenty of vegetarian options, as well as pork, chicken and fish at outdoor tents and a gourmet food truck near the music.  Water and tables with fresh summer flowers were arranged right outside the tasting room in the back where the stage was set up for the band.  There are some nice photos of the event on the Clif Family Instagram page.

I decided on a plate of 1/4 Wood Oven Chicken with Lemon-Basil Aioli, Heirloom Beans and Arugula.  A wine glass was provided to each guest when we arrived in order for you to taste a variety of wines.  I tried the perfectly cold 2012 Reisling, which was dry, but very refreshing, as well as a 2011 Petite Sirah.

What I hadn't prepared for was meeting Kit Crawford and watching Gary Erickson right up on stage, belting out jazz trumpet like a true professional.  All the players and singers were really talented.

The couple looked just as the video of Velo Vino had portrayed them,  and I told Kit how impressed I was with this event, and how welcome I felt.  It really did feel like a family event that I had just stepped into as an invited guest.  Every employee was helpful and kind, and we all danced together en masse to tunes provided by the Clif Bar Company Band until 10pm.  

At one point, the band announced that a woman down front had a Birthday- She had been dancing up a storm and I had noticed her artsy outfit; a black tunic with three brightly colored shapes at the bottom, and hot pink socks with black, Mary Jane-style shoes.  She looked like a hip artist, but I never would have guessed she was turning 70!  This goes to show what youthful attitude, Clif Family mission and exercise can do for you.  I wondered if she was a Clif Bar employee.  She was clearly awesome.

In fact, I came away from this entire evening with a phenomenal feeling of wellness.  Kind, creative, passionate people with fantastic taste in food, display of product and marketing of brand.  It wasn't at all forced or packaged.  Because Kit and Gary were there, it really was their family business and "home", much like the feeling I have in Marin when visiting a family farm and meeting Mickey Murch and his family at Gospel Flat Farm in Bolinas, or Liz Daniels and her husband out at Cow Track Ranch in Nicasio.  Kit and Gary have created something intimate with this spot.

Like these local, Marin Organic producers, Kit and Gary now have a Farm and CSA Program for organic and local produce.  Their farm, just 7 miles further up Howell Mt. road from where I biked, has certified organic fruits, herbs, and vegetables, including tomatoes, peppers, squash, apples, plums, garlic, potatoes, broccoli, kale, chard, greens, onions and more.  CSA (Community Supported Agriculture) Members may pick up their weekly box at Velo Vino every Tuesday, May through October.  CSA members also receive 20% off wine and food in the tasting room.
When it was time to go, I didn't really want to leave.  I bought lots of gifts to bring home, including a cycling necklace and Bicycle Coloring Book with art by Taliah Lempert.

A very nice woman invited me to someone's house to continue the evening fun, but I declined, realizing I had a fairly long drive back to Marin.  Kit was very kind to offer me coffee when I mentioned that I had to drive.  Again, the sense that they are local producers and not a corporation came through with her kind offer.  I left feeling really happy, positive and believing in these wonderful people.  Yes, I would love to work for Clif Bar, now so more than ever, and.... I can't wait to bring some friends out to Napa and share a ride and this cyclist's respite with them.

Grazie, Velo Vino!  Until we ride again.

My 1st Experience with BikeShare in San Francisco

At my lunch break today, I was determined to try out a BikeShare bike at the corner of Howard and 2nd.  I brought my helmet and was prepared to ride down Howard, turn on 6th and end up at Blue Bottle Coffee in Mint Plaza... I did not find Mint Plaza, but I saw it later from 5th Street. 

What I realized as a newbie to riding in this part of the city, is that I felt like I was in "survival mode", just making sure I did not get doored or squished by a bus on Market Street.  It's not as easy as it looks to do this happy blue bike thing.

Here is what I learned.

"It's not as easy as it seems to get a bike."

- The user interface asks you to press a   > button on the left of the screen to continue... it should be a more intuitive interface... a green button that says "Next" on the right side of the screen.

- Once you pay, it is hard to find where you put your code in to get the bike out.  It is down low, on the left side, under the left handle-bar.  Once you punch the code in, the bike is "Open" to take, but I tried to pull it out and nothing happened.  Then my green light turned yellow and I had to call the number to get help.

-I called the number and they explained that I had to swipe my credit card again and then it would show "Request a New Ride Code" on the lower left corner(the smaller white button under the button that says "Rent a Bike". This gave me a new code.

Once you punch the code in and get a green light...
- You have to PULL REALLY HARD to get the bike out of the rack.

- Adjust your seat before you try to ride in traffic.

-Be prepared to go on the sidewalk.  It's scary out there.

My Ride

Howard Street was pretty good because they have Bike lanes all away down to 6th.  However, at every large intersection, buses and cars turn right and take up the bike lane by packing 4 or 5 cars down from the intersection crossing over the bike lane.  This is when I didn't feel comfortable and started pulling my bike up on the sidewalk and crossing at the light on foot, pushing the bike with pedestrians.  Then I would re-enter the bike lane after the crosswalk.  

On sixth, you're basically riding between parked cars and other cars moving next to you, and there is no dedicated Bike lane there.  On Market, although there are green Bike lanes now, the buses pull right through them to pull over to the bus stops and block the bike lanes.  This is where I pulled up onto the large, wide brick sidewalks on Market and just rode on the sidewalk to get around the buses. Then I would pull back into the bike lane off the sidewalk when it seemed safer.

The experience for me was actually okay because I ride fairly regularly, but I could never see my parents doing this or anyone who is not comfortable on a bike.  It is definitely not easy, but it's certainly faster than walking.

It takes some understanding of how to use the machines to return the bike and get another one out.  What they want you to do if you rent a 24 hour bike, is to ride it to another station within 30 minutes and then return that bike and pull out another one.  The point of this is actually that the bike is locked at the new station that you stop at.  

So if you ride to get lunch, you would pull into the bike station on Market, lock it into the machine, get your lunch, return to the card swipe machine and swipe your card, then punch the "Request a New Bike" code button again.  Then you would pick any bike at the station, punch in your code, and pull that new bike out and return to the next station. (it might be the same bike you took out before, if no one else has taken... Or it could be a different one.)

I rode the Howard - 6th - Market -2nd and Howard rectangle that took me 45 minutes, including standing in line for coffee.  There are no coffee or beverage holders on these bikes, but a platform with a bungee.

I got some exercise and adrenaline from being in "fight or flight mode" so I didn't really need coffee after my ride.

I wish San Francisco would divide all bike lanes from bus lanes with a median and/or put bike lanes on the sidewalks on Market around all the bus stops.  It was fun, but the difficulty is fairly high at the moment.


To be fair, there are lots of places in SF that are very bike friendly, but this section I was in today where I tested BikeShare is probably one of the busiest downtown areas. My opinion is they should create a totally separate bus route and a totally separate bike route so the bikes and the buses never have to cross paths at all.

The bike ride from the Golden Gate Bridge to the Marina through Fort Mason and around the Embarcadero to AT&T Park is a lovely and much safer ride.  I have done that many times and never felt stressed out.

Also, biking in Golden Gate Park and around the museums is also a lovely and safe place to ride.

Art on Starbuck's Reusable Coffee Cups and The History of the Clenched Fist in Graphic Design

When I was working as a Production Artist for Pearson in Mill Valley, I would walk down the hill to get lunch. I noticed Starbucks had a one dollar reusable coffee cup that would give you $.10 off a cup of coffee when you used it. I had already made it a resolution of mine to use my own cups at coffee shops for the year, so I was happy to see that Starbucks in Mill Valley was doing this promotion.

The cups were very plain and white just like their paper cups. This gave me the idea to draw on the cup. I used sharpies to decorate a couple cups with spontaneous, free draws... Doodles, really.  Nothing was planned except that I wanted to use a bike theme and I needed to you incorporate the Starbucks logo into the design.  The first two cups were all about mountain biking:

A local friend of mine, Lydia, noticed these coffee cups on Facebook. She was doing a fundraiser for her friend Claire, who had breast cancer, and she said she would love a cup created for the SF Avon breast Cancer Walk.  It took me a while to get started on this project. In the meantime, my friend Lydia broke her arm while training for the SF Breast Cancer walk.  She actually got a pink cast, in honor of the event!

Lydia's pink cast gave me the idea of the arm up in the air for strength and power and all of the posters we've seen from 1960s on with the clenched fist raised showing power to the people.  Here is a great brief history of the art of the clenched fist .

So, I made a pink fist for Lydia's cup.

I added lots of pink breast cancer ribbons...

I changed the Starbuck's gal to "Queen Lydia" with shorter hair and pink arms raised in strength.

Today I learned that Claire's cancer is in remission, but she is still undergoing her final rounds of chemotherapy.  I couldn't be more delighted with this news.  If you would like to contribute to "Team Claire" in the SF Breast Cancer Walk, you may do so by clicking here.

SF Disney Museum and Mary Blair
I had a chance to visit the Disney Family Museum and Mary Blair exhibit a couple weeks ago on a midweek afternoon in San Francisco. It was a great day, and I really enjoyed my experience there. The Disney Family Museum is located in the Presidio of San Francisco, very close to the Golden Gate Bridge and in the same area as the Industrial Light & Magic Buildings. This makes it super easy for Marin folks coming over the bridge.  There is free parking in front and behind the buildings. If you've been to Cavallo Point and had breakfast on their front porch with a view of the Golden gate Bridge, the Disney Museum offers a very similar porch with view out towards San Francisco. Their café offers food and treats as well as espresso coffee drinks that you can take out on the patio or eat inside.

If you plan to go to see both the museum and the Mary Blair exhibit, you will need several hours.  If you plan to just see Mary Blair exhibit, you could probably be in and out in just one hour if you go alone, but you may want longer to enjoy a coffee and lunch at the main museum cafe.  The Disney Family Museum has several interactive exhibits and listening stations, so that takes a couple hours at least, although I would plan for 3 hours to fully appreciate, watch, read and interact with all that's inside, and maybe another hour for food an the gift shop.  The shop is not your typical Disney World shop, and has art and gifts that feature many local artists and jewelers.  This was my third visit to the Museum, and it has a lot to offer, including classes and lectures.  To learn more, please visit the full website for The Disney Family Museum of San Francisco.

In general you will learn a lot about Walt Disney himself.  His full genealogy and how his family came to the US and owned a farm, and how he started cartoon drawing and learned animation and story telling as a young man.  He created his own animation company, which eventually led to the creation of Mickey Mouse.  
One of Walt Disney's original cartoons in his school newspaper

The process of bringing you through his life story is very well laid out within the museum, and you will get an enjoyable amount of learning from just walking through and listening to the headsets and videos.
Some really fun things are all of the vintage Mickey Mouse club items, hats and swag they mailed to kids back in this 60s and 70s who watched the show on TV.  I do remember this Mickey Mouse Club, and have fond memories of visiting Disney with my family as a child, although I think the experience has changed for me as an adult.  The great thing about this museum is that you won't have to wait in any lines and will be able to experience it all at your own pace.

The early days of animation segregated male animators from women cel painters.  You will learn about this, and actually hear the women speak about what it was like to work there through the video headsets.  It was interesting to learn that they really enjoyed the work and liked being separate from the men, and at lunch time, they would get to join together and co-mingle.  Times have certainly changed.

An original, 2d cell table/desk with cell drawings from Pinocchio

The original drawings from Bambi and Pinocchio.  Many animations are running on loop within different areas of the display, and this part could be fun for younger kids to watch while parents read and listen to more educational content.
Original sketches for Bambi

An entire room is dedicated to Disney World, Epcot, and items Walt had in his home, such as a miniature train that circled his house.
The Caboose of Walt Disney's Carolwood Pacific Railroad, a train that ran around his family home

There are lots of surprises, and even a section dedicated to the artist's strikes that happened when animators felt overworked and underpaid.  

It is not all about Disney himself, and you get to see the art of many artists who worked for Disney and did background art, concept drawings and color.  There is definitely an appreciation for all the artists involved and an overwhelming sense of teamwork that each movie production required.
Concept art for "Lady and the Tramp"

In an adjacent building, behind the main museum, you can see the Mary Blair exhibit on two floors, which shares her work while at Disney and after she left Disney to create her solo career as an Children's Book Illustrator and Designer.  Mary's primary medium was opaque watercolors.  Her skill at watercolor painting is remarkable, and many of the pieces in this exhibit do not look like the final product of a Disney film.  This is the "concept art", which was not always used by the animators, and you will see notes about how Walt was not happy when this happened.  For example, a gorgeous painting of a woman in the south US that Mary did was in no way used in "Song of the South".

Mary Blair opaque watercolor concept art for 1952 "The Little House"

Concept Art for "Peter Pan", opaque watercolor by Mary Blair

Concept art for "Song of the South" by Mary Blair

Children's book art created during Mary Blair's solo career, after Disney

Concept art for "Alice in Wonderland" by Mary Blair (opaque watercolor)

If you go:

Location & Hours

104 Montgomery Street*
The Presidio
San Francisco, CA 94129
Wed-Mon 10am-6pm
Last entry 4:45pm
Closed on every Tuesday, New Year's Day, Thanksgiving and Christmas Day
*In the Presido - not Montgomery Street downtown. Use zipcode 94129 in GPS.